See Tights Run
Run Tights, Run!
My new tights have a run already. What the hell!
Just trying to find humor in the fact that after wearing them only, like, 3 times my new favorite tights have a run in them already, as I discovered when it was time to get dressed.
wednesday morning class
The new port de bra for our demi plies at the barre is still unfamiliar and awkward for me. It’s almost feeling like the patting-your-head-while-rubbing-your-stomach feeling. We start with arm out in second and it doesn’t come in until we are at the bottom of the plie, then low fifth when we go up. On the next plie it goes to middle fifth on the bottom, and opens to second when we come up. The time coordination is the part that gets me, I keep wanting to bring in the arm prematurely and then I’m ahead of the count. Will excessively work on it at home for sure.
On our tendus we did a lot of slow foot articulation stuff. Tendu-ing out to second, flexing the toes and then the foot, then pointing the ankle (but not the toes), and finally the toes. While the ankle flexing part is not a problem, my toes didn’t want to cooperate on the toe flexing.
We did releves sous-sus and then brought one foot up to coupe. Strengthwise it was ok, didn’t feel like much of an effort. Then Teacher said to let go of the barre and try to balance as long as possible. I let go and promply started to fall forward, reminding me of a felled tree – someone yell “Timber!”.
The expected learning curve scares me. Things that are introduced in class one week – no pressure, most people mess up – are then expected to be drastically improved several weeks later. That is not my learning curve; it took me about 6 months to be able to pull off any two-footed releve balance at all, for however short a time. Even now I still struggle with my balance on two-footed releves at times (though magically it always works out at home, when I’m alone).
It sucks, because most teachers approach it from the premise of “if you’re not balancing it’s because you tend to fall backwards.” I tend to fall forward (because of the chest, weight distribution), so when I releve I make sure to not go up too quickly, that way my momentum won’t push me over, while at the same time making sure to not fall back. It gets desperately discouraging at times, especially seeing how other, much newer, people don’t have trouble with the balancing part. But then I see pictures of full-term pregnant women balancing either on releve or en pointe and I’m like ‘no, there’s a way. I just have to get even stronger.”
We did a flexibility exercise with a partner, involving developpe-ing to the front and a la seconde, but the catch was that after you developpe your partner pushes your leg up, to the limit your flexibilty can stand. Then we had to use our strength to keep our leg that high and sloooowly – with control – bring it back down. Imagine my surprise when my partner kept pushing my leg up and it was past my head and it still didn’t hurt! And I still remember when I couldn’t even touch my toes – an unflexible child can grow up to be a sort of flexible adult! Once she let go I was able to keep it up there and lower it slowly with no problem. Yay, maybe there is strength in me after all!
During sautes I did feel less out of breath and exhausted, though that’s probably mental because I don’t think my 2 days of (very little) jogging have made that much of a difference. But I am interested to see how my endurance for jumps will improve after I’ve been jogging awhile. My sautes were ok – feet somewhat pointed – but the changements and echappes not so much. However, looking on the positive side, I no longer step on myself when I do changements and after the changement and echappe combination I did end up with the correct foot in front.
Across the floor we did 4 chasses (the galloping kind), ballet run and jete. On the right side it went ok, my jetes with the left leg in front could use some additional improvement. But it was so much fun, sometimes big movements are just what I needed!
wednesday evening class
Double checked and made sure I had my wallet AND my shoes.
We had a small class today, all with some ballet experience, so as Evening Teacher says “We can do stuff that involves the brain more.” It was a change of pace, and for the most part I kept up.
We did fondues, which I love. We did the kind of fondues where the leg straightens so that the working foot is in the air, not the floor, which are even more fun. We also did the rond de jambes that are combined with a fondu, as well as plenty of rond de jambes en l’air.
Something I like about this class is that E. Teacher uses music that changes tempo midway. So we do stuff like 8 slow degages and then 6 in double time or two tendus and then a pique on the third. It’s nice to mix it up a bit; I would say “keeps it interesting” but it’s already interesting. Ummm, I guess it increases the interesting factor.
We did lots of frappes also, which was nice. Such a weird motion at first – the flexed foot and all – but now that I got used to doing them they’re ok.
During our grand battements en croix we did something different: after front, side, back, on the next side one we were to turn in to the barre with both our supporting and working legs bent and then straighten the working leg back out, then tondu it in releve sous-sus, soutenu, and other side. The “turning into the barre with bent legs” move looks super intimidating but E. Teacher broke it down enough to make it possible. I love the “no pressure” vibe in this class, as I’ve said before.
My only problem at barre was that E. Teacher wanted us to take a long balance in passe releve, which I can only hold for about two seconds (on left working leg) and not at all on the right leg. So I alternated between holding passe releve with one hand at the barre or balancing with no hands on flat passe.
We did changements, echappes, and some kind of jump to fourth position that I’d never done before. This was probably part of the whole “engaging our brain” thing. Unfortunately, my brain was occupied with trying to jump period, so I probably looked like I was doing lopsided jumping jacks or something.
During center, there was all this balancing in passe releve and then pirouette craziness that I pretty much messed up on. Since barre went so well I took it all in stride. So I can’t balance at all, no big deal, I can fondu! Or something like that…
At least I’m feeling cheerful tonight though. I was feeling a little upset after morning class (re: my lack of balance) if the truth must be told, sometimes my flatlined learning curve just really gets me down. Makes me feel like my efforts are hopeless, like I’ll never be decent at ballet. Such a sad thought…